supposed to be..

hye.. how are you?so,i guess you forgot bout tomorrow..its true right??tomorrow is 20th of august..supposed to be our first anniversary but we blew everything!i admit,im really sad!im not fine!im in pain but i try to be very2 happy in front of you and my new boyfriend..even though im happy with him youre still in my heart forever and always.i just cant hate or forget you..i know that this hurts my boyfriend straight in his heart but im still trying to love him as i loved you before..im trying to make him and you happy..everything reminds me about you,what should i do??forget you?hate you?or just accept that im wrong for letting you go and that youre not mine anymore!should i do that?but how?its harder everyday!i always pretend that i dont care bout you,but seriously i count every single day from the day we met until now and tomorrow is supposed to be our anniversary but,what to do?its all my fault actually..just wanna say HAPPY ANNIVERSARY..

fairytale

ehem2.. heheh oke2 aku nak mulakan nih.. nie die kisah fairytale akuu.. :D


Mula2 kenal si die. pergh.! hati berbunga-bunga di saat dia tersenyum kat aku.. heheh die pulak tue, asyik tgok2 aku jer dlm kelas aku.. kan kelas die seberang jer dri kelas akuu.. so shy aku di tengok die cm tue..! hahah boleh di katakan hari2 die tgok aku tau.. aku belajar pon x menentu kalau asyik mata nie tertengok-tengokkan ats tue kat kelas die.. cikgu2 sume hairan, apa yg aku tgok kat atas tue.? aku ckplah ada org yg gila asyik tengok-tengokkan aku.. hahah ==' haaaa..! nie die, barulah bermula detik2 indah nie.. :D die mulalah menyatakan perasaannya kat aku.. ha, tyme tue aku lom terima die lagi.. coz aku rasa yg die tue terlalu obses dgn aku.. so, aku biarkanlah die gitu jer.. walaupon hati hendak menerimanya.. aku nak tgok dulu perangai die.. mulalah hari2 die ikut aku sana sini.. mana aku tahan.? cikgu pon semakin perasan.. cikgu pon mulai lah memanggil kami nie pasangan pelik.. sbb aku x pernah layan die.. sampai lah hari tue, aku tgok die nie terlalu baik dan terlalu sempurna bagi aku.. :') hurmm, so mulailah detik2 aku mulai mencintai die.. sempurna lah.. hehehe.. so, aku pon terimalah die.. die baik sangat tau.? die teman aku balik sekolah.. die teman aku balik kelas.. die sentiasa ada untuk aku.. die di mana2 jer lah aku ada.. time rehat pon die dgn aku.. teman aku.. die ckp die x nak makan kalau aku x makan.. nanti aku sakit.. kawan2 aku sume nyer cemburu dgn kami berdua..mula lah cikgu sume memangil kami "PASANGAN SWEET" xder lagi "PASANGAN PELIK" tue.. hahaha aku cintakan die tue tauuuu..!!! aku nie huh..! nakal sgt kat sekolah.. seringku mendengar org2 memangil aku nie 'GADIS SETAN' huh.. sukahati aku lah nak nakal ker tak.. bukan aku kacau korg.. huh..! eh eh, lain topik lha pulak.. heheh okay2 nie gak satu.. die tue org panggil 'BUDAK SETAN' and aku nie 'GADIS SETAN'.. HEHEH so bermulalah aku mempunyai ayat yg die cipta.. : 'GADIS SETAN <3 BUDAK SETAN' hahhahaha sayang, hney mintak maaf sgt2 kalau hney abaikan sayang dulu keh..? hney syg sayang sgt2.. mudah-mudahan kami berkekalan sampai bila2 yer..? doakanlah aku dgn die bahagia ke anak cucu.. cewahh..! hahaha.. so, banyak lah brg2 aku kat die tue.. gambar aku, rantai aku yg ada nama aku.., name tag aku, daun kering yg aku tlis nama aku dan die.. dan surat2 kami yg dulu2.. aku mintak balik die tak nak lah..! ==' hahaha ok lah tue jer sebenarnya.. aku nie sebenarnya terseksa oleh KEBOSANAN ! 

7 things For u..

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

TONIGHT

hurmm.. aku xdapat tido lah..! :( asyik online kat fb,twitter and blogwalking jer.. huh..! heheh tapi best gak.. nie lah rutin harian izat.. ;-) on9,mkan,tido, and jlan2 kat parksons and sebagainya.. heheh korang ade.? xde lha der.. \Y/ hahaha alaaa.. tetiba jer rasa rindu dgn ayah izat yg berada jauh kat England,London United Kingdom.. :'( begitu lame yer kta x jumpe daddy.?? dah lbih dri 6 tahun xjumpe bapak kesayangan dan tercinta nie.. biasalah kann, mak dan bpak saye dha bercerai so, manade nak jumpa2 lagee.. hurrmmm.. nape lah diorg cerai ek..? tak pe lharr.. mlas nak ambik tau hal org tue.. nanti kite kena kutuk baru tahu.. hahaha k lah, malam nie izat nak kacau2 izat punyer family yg sedang asyik bercalling-calling dgn kwan/bf.. and family izat yg tengah nyaman tido.. :p nahh..! nie gmbr buat korg sumee.. gudnitee xxx 

nahh..! selamat malam blogwalkers..! XOXO 


sincerly, Ejat Bha Tok Aieehh..! 

my bestfriend

well, miss my bestfriend so much..! this are the photo's of my bestfriends.. :D

#inilah 2 org bestfren izat.. miss diaorg so much.. xpe2 izat,x lame lagi buka skolah dpt lah berjumpa dgn diaorg..

SAD STORY

hey..! im back again.. well, there's a story bout me that i want to share with all of you bloggers.. :D well, its a sad story though..umm, well, i'll start it with my first ex..ejan he's the one who i thought was the best for me.. we were almost one year in a relationship as a couple.. my friends said we both we're sweet couples.. but then, when he started to move to another high school.. he began to change so much.. he forget bout me.. he was busy with his friends.. until that day, i try to check his FACEBOOK.. i read all his messages in it.. he was chatting with another girl until i was so mad.. so i had an idea to couple with a boy.. his name is dodo.. he waited for me to be his girlfriend for a whole 1 year.. so pity for him right.? hahah.. so i asked him to become my bf.. he was so happy that day.. when my ex noticed that, he was also mad and screamed at me many horrible and bad words.. and then i asked him bout the girl in the fb.. and he was like *sigh*? i cried my self to bed for a whole 2 weeks.. all day and all night i think of him.. till my frends said, thre's no use to think of him.. what do you get thinking of a men that dosent even think of you.? i was like *ughh* ? never mind then.. firstly, i didnt like dodo.. but, since i broke up with ejan.. i learnt what LOVE really meant from him.. he teach me many things bout LOVE,CARING and many more.. he's more romantic than the others.. i was so happy then with him.. more days, i become to love him more than anything that i have ever owned.. :D i love him too much.. till that night, my ex EIYGIEY and EJAN said they're feelings for me.. they said they still love me and miss the time we were couples.. my heart was torn in two.. i said to them we cnt go back to basics.. its just gonna hurt us.. even though we went through so many interesting,happening,happy,fun,romantic moments..we just have to forget it.. for our own best.. well, i never had the meaning of hating them or having a revenge for them.. i still love them.. i still miss them and i always still remember the moments when we were together.. it just cant go from my head.. but, they have to accept the faith.. im not anymore A GIRLFRIEND for them.. im just a MEMORY.. and all of my ex are just a sweet MEMORY for me.. i just cant forget them.. for all of my ex, i always pray for you in my prayers.. i will never forget bout you.. i just miss you all so much.. but, what to do.? we're just friends now.. hope ya'll can find a new girl for yourselves.. so that u all will forget me.. but, actually i dont want any of u to forget me.. but you'll have to, so that me and my new one can be more happy.. without anything coming through us both.. im so sorry.. but i just cant turn back.. i must go further.. even though it hurts me.. 

#sincerly: IZZATY SUFRINA HANANI BT MOHAMMAD SUFIAN / IZZATY KHLOE CAMPBELL ANDERSON.. 

LOVE

well, some people think that love is sweet.. but,love is about caring.. girls,when a boy says that he wants to have sex with you,it dont mean he love or cares about you..he just want your virgin.. not your love.. boys,if a gurl asked you to have sex with her,dont ever want to do that..because,when you broke up with her,she will easily tell her parents and your parents..so that you both will get married..what love means actually is about caring someone.. not taking anyone's VIRGIN ok? i just wanna advice to ya'll..bcoz, my cousin had been through all this.. :)




IZZATY